Cruel World

CRUEL WORLD

Hey! is it me you're looking for? 

But you stay in a dark world

So don't bother; you won't see me anymore,

Except if you can turn the lights on. 

Do you see a beast wearing the face of a gentle man?

Do you have a clue?

I was his victim too. 

I thought he protects, 

I thought he's kind. 

But he lacks dignity so he took away mine. 

For I was just a child

With visions and aspirations. 

From the cup of greatness I wished to sip,

But they woke me up from that sleep, 

For I was still dreaming. 

That's the end of my bright beginning.

Must I say life is unfair? 

I didn't ask for much; it's just love and care. 

Why given me a never-ending sorrow, 

That deprived me a forever tomorrow?

I never wanted this fame anyway, 

Becoming popular with the caption 'rape'. 

I'm just five for God sake.

What if I lend you my neck, 

So you could feel the heaviness of the pain I carry on my head. 

How can I tell you that he ate my little baby flesh 

With his greedy selfish lust until he's fed. 

How can I tell you that I never had the chance to even lived,

And now I'm dead. 

Was my existence a death sentence? 

I wish I could explain this awkward feeling felt. 

Sorry Dad, it's a cruel world that's why I left. 

But tell them I can't rest,

Until justice feels the aromas 

of my sweet bitter tears.

- Jav