Metaphor (Matter - for)

I don't know, maybe it was a dream

I don't know, words I can write to you

I'm a fallen angel, with broken wings

I thought you will break yours too

But you choose to fly away, alone

My heart never learns

All the mistakes, all the kisses

I don't need a plain paper to paint my bleeding heart

No matter how much I cried, you never asked 

What was the (Metaphor) matter - for my tears?

I don't wanna know why I was such blind

To anchor what I thought was the victor ship

Didn't know that Titanic moment will be there

But I'm not a joke, if you can read this with mournful tread

No matter how much I tried

You lied to me, you were the only person I loved so much

Walk on every stanza, my 'love' lies..

With all the mistakes we made, I don't need a good handwriting

For you to know the pain I felt

And you never asked, 

What was the (Metaphor) matter - for my tears?

Why you never said I loved you so much

You were the reason of food tears on my cheeks

You left, you gave up, no matter how much I cried

You never heard cries within

The relationship, the port wasn't neigh

You thought I wasn't enough to be a permanent shelter

And your eyes were too cold to see the sparks in my heart

I don't need a bleeding sonnet

What was the (Metaphor) matter - for my tears?

For you I was the universe, holding a fiery sun

'cause you were so special in my heart

Not knowing you pretend to be

But you were a shooting star, a feral pit bull

A pen without a pad

Sometimes it's hard to write punchlines when you are crying

Be wary, they used to say, trust none

I thought you will show me an open door

Before you slam it on me

All the mistakes my heart never learns

What was the (Metaphor) matter - for my tears

- Alpha